I am 23 years old right now. Up to now I have been struggling academically in university due to my nonexistent work ethic. I got fat because I eat junk food everyday. My room was a mess, and I spent all day binging Netflix and masturbating to degenerate porn. Not only that, I would spend my time on anonymous websites shitposting, acting edgy and reading incel/black pill content. I had an epiphany and that epiphany served as a wake up call. I suddenly started feeling ashamed of the trajectory that my life was going. So, I resolved to change my life around. I am a porn degenerate. I masturbate vigorously and have developed CPPS (prostate inflammation), death grip (weak erections, weak orgasms, PIED, no libido, etc) and I reached the point where literally any sexual stimuli didn't arouse me. No kind of porn would make me hard. I resolved to NoFap for an entire year. I have quit many websites that filled my head with poison (black pill). I have started exercising. I have started taking my academics seriously. I started cleaning my room, I started listening to audiobooks everyday. I also read books on Kindle when I have the time. I have been working on my social skills, and personal development. I even went to get a haircut, started brushing and flossing my teeth, washing my face and taking care of my hygiene. In under a month I shifted from being a neanderthal to a professional looking human being. I still have some imperfections in my life, and sometimes relapse and go back to those toxic websites I am trying to quit, but nonetheless I have become a better person. After I graduate from university by the age of 26, and get a job, I will settle down and find a woman to marry. However, I am scared of her knowing that I used to be a deadbeat porn degenerate. How to appear as if I have always been an ambitious person?