How Weed made me relapse...

Hey guys,
Yesterday I went to my High School like usually. A friend of mine said he had weed with him but I didn't believe him. Then he showed it to me and i smelt it. It smelt really good, and he asked me and a friend if we wanted to smoke with him in the break. I was really stressed that day so I said to myself: well, weed isn't as bad as alcohol, and I'm not addicted to it so why not? Bad Mistake. We smoked a joint and then went to the physics class. I'm not a regular smoker so I get really high from just a couple inhalations. So I was really high, everything interesting like when I was a kid. When I went home I was really tired and I saw a sexual image that really turned me on. I told myself: Well, if my high is now gone, let's get another one from Porn. And that was it. As my Brain got lots of Dopamine from weed, now that it was gone it seeked for another source. So, my advice to you is: Don't do drugs. Don't watch porn. Stay clean and respect yourself, no matter what others tell you.

 

It was my mistake that I smoked weed and watched porn. Smoking weed is worse than watching porn for the reason of destroying your health over time. Both are bad habits, but I am addicted only to porn(not for long though). It is known to me that it is my decision to do/ don't do anything, and it is known to me that I've done wrong. Don't try to say weed is good just because it's better than alcohol. Better than doesn't mean good. I know I've done bad, you don't need to remind me. I focus on the present and staying clean.

 

Ok. Smoke your harmless plant more and mind your business. I didn't ask for your opinion.

 

Sorry for questioning your life purpose, junkie.

 

Go s.uck on your juana.

 

I now realise that my Thread title sounds so Anti-weed. I surely did not mean to blame the plant itself, as I said I acknowlegde I took all decisions but for me, smoking marijuana triggered in me the need for more dopamine, more self destructing behaviour. Sorry for attacking stoners, I didn't mean to do it. But anyway Marijuana is illegal for a reason, and I think alcohol should also be. It is said that Marijuana has less negative effects on you than alcohol, however it's really f*cking with your brain and makes you dumb and people who smoke it have a greater risk to mental illness. I consider weed being much worse than porn, because of the negative health effects. So if you believe that it is good to smoke weed, rethink your view of life please or just ask any health proffesional. Thanks for the comments, they really give my post a boost in views/popularity.

 

I see you have accomplished a lot in your life (enspecially because of weed). + there are no 10000 other inventors who accidentaly had a great life without smoking weed, really not.

 

I didn't attack anyone until all stoners came defending their retarded drug, and telling me how good their abuse is bla bla bla.