How were YOU exposed to porn at first?

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by LonelyDude21, Oct 16, 2018.

When were you exposed to porn?

  1. 7-10 years old

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  2. 11-15 years old

    58.3%
  3. 15-20 years old

    7.9%
  1. LonelyDude21

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    My school has actually did a briefing about this topic during our sexual education lessons. But everyone just jokes about it instead of taking it seriously.
     
  2. Meditation Monk

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    Thank you bro. Wish you the best of luck as well.
     
  3. Meditation Monk

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    I mean being by yourself I kinda get it, but being surrounded by your friends or being at your friends house I find it kinda creepy watching porn together with them. Since I feel like I prefer that as I got older I stopped taking baths and I am only taking showers now and I do not feel like people should be holding hands with me or asking me out on dates. I am just doing it for their own good, because I still remember my high school days where I got sent to the principals office as well. And ever since then I had hated women with passion, well not all of them, just keeping them as "friends," in my circle. But the good part is my urges got weaker over time and today is the 5th day since I have not given in to them. I started to develop my faith more and to explore my faithfulness towards God better. And to have more hope in myself and to be more determined to do things better.
     
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  4. Fallensoldier1

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    I would say I was about 10 years old. At my friends house. We found his dads playboy stash. And then he showed me all kinds of stuff online on a dial up computer. I had no access to internet or computer at home. I was amazed.... unfortunately it was all downhill from there.
     
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  5. LonelyDude21

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    I wouldn't blame you for finding it. But damn, parents really have to let go all this shit once they have a family. Like literally burn it or throw it somewhere where the kids or the wife would not find it. Personally, would you even keep all this "playboy stash" if you have it and still keep it while you have a family? I'd definitely do not want my future son/daughter to go through what i did or see me as a pervert.
     
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  6. I somehow came into possession of a Daily Sport magazine aged 14. This is the type of thing you can find on the top shelf at the newsagents. I also used to buy things like FHM, Nuts, Zoo. Man, I even bought Max Power, even though I have absolutely no interest in cars.

    Things took a drastic turn for the worse aged 16 when I got broadband.
     
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  7. IGY

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    Heart-breaking to hear this and you have my empathy.

    Do you regard this as something possible/impossible to get over?

    I have had different traumas, but I have not found a way to get over mine.
     
  8. davidx

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    Back in the 70s I was first exposed to porn as a kid around 7-8 years old. Picture from a magazine an older kid showed me then grabbed me and put it over my mouth and said lick it. I didn’t know what to do and he was kind of bullying me so I did. I Felt embarrassed and stupid but I did like the picture- I can still remember the picture all these years later. My older brother used to collect magazines too when I was sound 11 so I’d sneak looking at them also. It just seemed “normal“ to me but the real addiction started when I was 13 me and some of my friends found a used bookstore and the old ladies that ran it were either too stupid to know or didn’t care that we were thumbing through the adult magazines and stealing them all the time. I always kept them at my house and let my friends borrow them sometimes but I always kept my favorites at home and wouldn’t lend them out. But having a nice stack of them at home when I was 13 and being home alone a lot was all it took I was DEEPLY HOOKED!!! That was in the 80’s. I also had an older friend who took me to the drive in movie theater to watch X rated (not XXX) rated movies a few times when I was 14.... So many people in my life who were older than me just made me think this was just a normal part of life. I wish I could have at least understood how damaging it would be to my life for many many years. I’ve wasted thousands and thousands of dollars on porn over the years and so much time I am now seeing how it very badly impacted so many relationships, etc., etc., Anyway - that’s a lot more than you asked.... First time was pic from a mag in the 70s when I was 7-8 years old.
     
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  9. ctr

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    My folks had cable TV growing up, so I eventually found the Playboy channel. Once they realized this and had it removed, it became "scrambled" but still had the audio.
     
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  10. Jrmz94

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    A long time ago when I found my parents 70s 80s porn videos. At first i thought it was disgusting but later became aroused by boobs.Then later during my pre teen years I realize I have a major foot fetish but only pretty feet. Then around 8th grade and high school I was checking out girls ass. Then I started jacking off later that year and the rest is history.
     
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  11. Average age of exposure is around 9-11. Realize that most of the kids in you family at that age have seen porn. But their parents probably won't talk to them about sex until they're 16, if ever, and will probably never tell them the dangers of porn addiction. Parents have a ton of work to do and they don't even know it.
     
  12. Yeah, "the talk" has to come a lot earlier now, and has to include discussion of internet porn. Just the sad reality we live in
     
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  13. RobbyGo36

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    I don't remember the exact moment, but I remember the key moment I was exposed to hardcore P.

    I was around 14 or 15 and my friend had gotten his hands on an explicit magazine and I wanted to borrow it (having only seen the cover) so he gave it to me. Come to think of it, he got it from an older guy who used to loan him nintendo games-- jeez.

    I remember taking it to the woods behind my house. When I opened it and flipped through, an incredible rush came over me. Not sure if it was endorphins, but it was massive, and it felt incredible. My heart was beating fast and blood was rushing into my head. I'd never experienced anything like that and never have since. I was probably hooked from that moment on.

    Up until then I had found some 'clothes-less' photos online (this was '95-'97; there were really only a few p companies operating at that point; the majority of p online came from private individuals scanning magazine photos onto their lycos or yahoo web pages. There were no videos, not many paywalls, no safeguards for kids, nothing like the internet industry we have today) but this brought me to a whole new level. I eventually grew ashamed of having it and tried to burn the mag.
     
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  14. I was around 12, I think. I will never forget it. The scene was of a guy sitting on a "park bench", and then a "lady" came in and sat beside him. They started talking and he began sucking on her tits...things evolved and it turns out the lady had a big fat dick. So it was shemale porn. I was so naive back then that I thought the guy's cum was actually spit that had gotten inside his dick when the 'girl' was sucking him. I remember telling this to a friend of the same age who told me it wasn't, although I didn't at the time understand exactly what he told me.
     
  15. I think i was like 12 maybe, i don't remember, at my friends house they had that channel 'sex hot' and we were trying to masturbate to reach orgasm but we couldnt do it because we were too young. Yeah maybe i was 10 idk. Damn i cant believe i remember that lol.
     
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  16. Rairah90

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    A house maid at home was watching a porn film back then when I was 10. She thought I was asleep, but I was watching stealthily. When she completed the film, she hid it, but curiosity made me uncover it and before long I was watching while home alone. That was the start of a dark life.
     
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  17. OnTheEdge

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    I'm not sure of the timeline of events but I have memories of finding magazines in my parent's room. The magazines looked like they were from the 70s. I knew what they were but it wasn't like I enjoyed looking at the pictures. Once I got access to dial-up internet (when I was 13/14 I think) I searched out of curiosity but because it was so slow it wasn't exactly a good platform for instant gratification. I didn't become addicted until I got access to high speed internet.
     
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  18. Roffelaar

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    I was 13 years old and had already masturbated to my thoughts about some cute girls in my classroom. Then I saw a youtube video of a girl in a thong (still remember that exact same video and how the girl looked like) and masturbated to it and then I realized that there must be more of these kind of videos on the internet, so I did my search on google for stuff like: ass, boobs etc and that's how it all started :p
     
  19. Seawolfee

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    Well Maybe guys it is a test for us? To become human, Not animal. I also find porn magazine when i was 12. Then at 15 i started to PMO due to my friends from school. They showed me that PMO shit. After 4 years i have read that it is the sin, and started to limit it, but we know Well that we cant set up limit for P. Now i am about to leave this behind and Maybe it was Gods plan to test me? If i can centrów my Life, myself. I Dont know but this journey showed me that i have a lot of power inside me and with gods help i can use it to make good things! I am Not saying this was good that i was captured by this mess, but i am glad that i am about to pass this test that God prepeared for me! Good luck all of you and stay strong!
     
  20. savitri

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    I was 12 when I started spending my savings on Playboy magazines. They had just debutted in my country at the time and were on display on every kiosk/newspaper stand. No surprise they were getting the interest of most tween boys. Sellers had no concern all they cared about was sell their crap. At this time I still didn't get a hard on and spent the time just basking in the images and idiotic articles. Though it's not technically porn exactly, it serves the very same purpose so it shall count. They were quite expensive and I soon discovered more hardcore and cheaper stuff. Again 'magazines' or newspaper prints of pornographic images most of the titles unknown to the world. A year later we got cable TV and I used stay up late to sneak in my parents bedroom after they'd fallen asleep to steal the remote control and watch in the other room.. A one more year later we got a home PC and then I had all the shit available a click or so away.
     

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