So today I noticed that my interest in real women is coming back. Today at lunch I was in the gym and a really hot girl was there. During my porn watching phase my first thought when I saw her would have been 'watch porn when you are home and have a good time'. Today that didn't cross my mind at all, all I could do was stare, not in a creepy mouth open kind of way, but when she was working out I'd for sure check her out. Not once did I think about porn. Now I'm home ready to take a shower before heading back out to work (home, gym and work are all really close). The wife isn't here and that is usually a massive porn trigger for me, especially with having to shower; instead I'm sitting here typing this to you, then I'm going to get on with my life and not waste it with pointless porn watching (which can last over half an hour!) That for me is an enormous victory, I have small niggling cravings to watch porn, but I simply don't want to. The oogling though, is that a relapse? She was a real woman and not a computer screen, but I did stare and check her out. I really don't want to have to set my counter back to zero, I've come so far, but I need help deciding. I don't think it is a relapse, but I need to check.