Hello! I am new to NoFap and Im trying to start off right by diving into fixing myself with journaling and support. I have been in my current relationship for 5 years now, we started "dateing" after highschool. I was bestfriends with her boyfriend and witnessed him treating her like crap. So i "stole" her and we were on and off for a few years. Fastforward to five years ago, we finally lived together and wanted to start our life, however I had my secret, any free time i had to myself was spend watching porn or playing porn games or looking for new porn i was into.