Hello Faptronauts and Femstronauts!
This will be my first time trying this.
I want to get my life together and I think rebooting is the best way (at least as an entry point).
Since this is my first time, I want to introduce myself:
I´m a male from southern Germany and I will turn 21 in a few days.
I sadly started watching porn when I was about 13 years old and have never really stopped watching since then. While the years were passing, I never really felt the need of stopping. I actually never realized, that i had a problem. I watched porn on a daily basis and tried out many different "genres".
Whenever I needed to stay away from watching porn, I noticed how much it has found it´s way into my daily life.
I got depressed and socially anxious (and I still am).
Since I started working full time, it got even worse.
My life is basically working, porn, eating, sleeping right now.
I don´t have any motivation for doing things I actually really like doing (making music, gaming, sports, reading ...)
Every relationship I had so far turned into chaos sooner or later, because I was/am biased from watching porn for years.
I feel unable to have a healthy and "normal" relationship.
I stumbled about the NoFap reddit and decided that it is time to stop...
I´ve had enough of this bullshit!
I want to be able to not ruin my next relationship!
I want to have fun making music, reading etcetera again!
I want to stop watching porn!
So here I am, taking matters into my own hands!
I will try to start a journal after I am in for a few days!
Since I normally don´t write any posts on forums, please excuse any mistakes regarding grammar and spelling.
Greet KomaTech
This will be my first time trying this.
I want to get my life together and I think rebooting is the best way (at least as an entry point).
Since this is my first time, I want to introduce myself:
I´m a male from southern Germany and I will turn 21 in a few days.
I sadly started watching porn when I was about 13 years old and have never really stopped watching since then. While the years were passing, I never really felt the need of stopping. I actually never realized, that i had a problem. I watched porn on a daily basis and tried out many different "genres".
Whenever I needed to stay away from watching porn, I noticed how much it has found it´s way into my daily life.
I got depressed and socially anxious (and I still am).
Since I started working full time, it got even worse.
My life is basically working, porn, eating, sleeping right now.
I don´t have any motivation for doing things I actually really like doing (making music, gaming, sports, reading ...)
Every relationship I had so far turned into chaos sooner or later, because I was/am biased from watching porn for years.
I feel unable to have a healthy and "normal" relationship.
I stumbled about the NoFap reddit and decided that it is time to stop...
I´ve had enough of this bullshit!
I want to be able to not ruin my next relationship!
I want to have fun making music, reading etcetera again!
I want to stop watching porn!
So here I am, taking matters into my own hands!
I will try to start a journal after I am in for a few days!
Since I normally don´t write any posts on forums, please excuse any mistakes regarding grammar and spelling.
Greet KomaTech
