Don't hire an escort. You might as well blow your load in another tissue. The regret is much more with an escort. I was a virgin until 26. A girl I "loved" broke my heart, a year later I got drunk, lost my virginity to a chick 10 years older, one night stand. I did bad things, freaked on STDs possibility. Remorse for a while. Then porn came and PMO for 18 years. I then paid a sweet girl while in el Salvador for sex. Not real regret as it was safe sex, she was sweet, needed the money etc. But, I was under the P cloud so...I'm old now, more spiritual and wish I could take my virginity back. You only get one. Save it for someone special.