I’m edging and I don’t know if I need to restart!?!?

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sirtoonin

Fapstronaut
Hey guys and gals this is my second post on NoFap as my first one was a post explaining why I started NoFap, I spoke about my weird fetishes and how I’ve done some things I regret and caused pain and hate in my self, but today I’m 29 days into NoFap and I think I relapsed. It first started a couple days ago when I went to go to the grocery store or anywhere in public and saw a attractive girl or a girl with attractive features and later in the day would fantasize about her (I know not the best thing to do) I would try to get myself to snap out of it and sometimes would but other times the thoughts just took over, however this didn’t really alert me since I felt like i wasn’t doing anything really horrible. But today during work I was on my break and no one was near me so one thing led to another and then I was on google looking at images and gifs of porn stars I use to watch. *triggering warning* I would watch bbw,ssbbw, milf pornstars or just regular girls I use to watch. I even went deeper and started looking at big booty cross dressers and transsexuals. I didn’t ejaculate or masterbate in the 29 days I’ve been doing nofap but I did get a hard one. 30 mins into looking at this stuff I snapped out of it and remembered what my goal was. To stop watching pmo. My question is did I ruin my streak and should i start over? And what can I do to stop looking at stuff like this because I know it’ll lead me back to pmo or worse going out looking for sex with a stranger. I really want to keep going on my streak and put a stop to edging, so please any help or advice is welcomed, thank you guys.
 
We've all been there. Don't get down on yourself. Keep your days.
But will power is not going to save you. Get help from a professional. You are extending the time of recovery by doing this alone.
 
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