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phoenixRecovery

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Hi, i’m addicted to porn since i was 15 years old. I have decided to quit porn for many reasons. First of all, is that it doesn’t make me happy, in fact when I use open I’m really stressed, depressed and anxious. Secondly, it is a waste of time, every day I spend at least 2h on porn. Moreover porn has changed my sexual taste and i although I’m eterosexual i Watch also gay porn. That make me so confused and stressed and i Don’t want to continue.
Today is my 7 day without porn and it is really hard. I think talk on this forum will help me and I’m looking to find someone who want to do this travel with me. I will post every day on this thread about my streak. My goal in 90 days. I wish everyone the best.
 
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Today is my 8^ day without porn. For me is really difficult to image a life without porn, because i love this shit. I love see porn and beatiful women which do crazy shit. At the same time i recognize that I can’t have this type of hobby because is really dangerous to me and it can’t make me able to live the life that I want.
 
Today is my 9^ day without porn. I want to be honest in this forum, so yesterday I masturbate 2 time on a model dressed in lingerie(video on YouTube Not porn). When I did that I feel very horny and i would masturbate a lot of time but fortunately I stopped. I think it is the chaser effect. Now I have set the days when I can masturbate(without porn) and have sex. I would masturbate 2 Times at week and have sex 1 time a week. I think that is good routine. Maybe e i can masturbate on Wednesday and friday.
 
Today is my 10^ day without porn. Yesterday I was so horny that I would have fucked anything. Today I’m feeling better and i’m starting to forget about porn, However I still love it. in my case is an addiction of 7 years old and I've had enough
 
Today is my 11^ without porn. The craving is starting to decrease and I’m less horny then the last days. Now I’m reading book on psychology of sex, because I think that will help me to create a healthy relationship with the sexuality.
 
Today marks the 12th day without porn. I’m starting to think that a life without porn is possible and that one can be happy even without it.
Without porn, I feel empty and unwell, but I’ve decided to embrace these emotions and understand them. I’m realizing that, for me, porn is a way to avoid thinking and escape reality. Now, however, I want to understand why I don’t want to think and why I want to escape reality.

My plan to quit porn is as follows:

1st month: no porn, masturbation twice a week (Tuesday and Friday—I changed this because it seems better than Wednesday and Friday), and one sexual encounter per week.

2nd month: no porn or soft porn (sexy videos on YouTube), masturbation twice a week (Tuesday and Friday—I changed this because it seems better than Wednesday and Friday), and one sexual encounter per week.

3rd month: no porn or soft porn (sexy videos on YouTube), masturbation twice a week (Tuesday and Friday—I changed this because it seems better than Wednesday and Friday), and one sexual encounter per week.
 
I encourage you to go completely without MO.
And drop all association with P, M and O except with a loving partner.
Reason is because any continuation with any of these 3 on a private and individual basis perpetrates obsession, dependency and distortion with the opposite sex, and more damagingly, with yourself.
My life long obsession with only vanilla porn (ending recently with wanking only to my loved ones) has left me a sorry state of a man.
A free life isn't one where you can wank to feel good or connected with the female sex at any time.
A free life is one where you can operate happily and freely with or without the opposite sex.
To your success and recovery
 
This is the 13th day without porn. Sexual desire and the urge related to porn are decreasing day by day. It now feels like I can better control my impulses. Over these days, I’ve realized that sex is a matter of intimacy, desire, and love: things that are not represented in porn.
 
Hey there congrats on 13 days without porn! From spending 2hrs on porn to going 13 days without it is an amazing and inspiring journey. Keep it up!
Recently I've been relapsing a lot and hoping to find an ap as well. So let's do this together!
Its sadly day 0 for me but that will change.
 
14th day without porn. I say hello to kraven99 and wish him the best. I think the hard part is over also because every day that passes I think less and less about porn. Yesterday I had sex and I noticed an improvement in the quality of sex since I stopped with porn. The road is long but I'm ready to continue.
 
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