Hi everyone I’m 26 year old and was in a 5 year relationship and I feel like porn ruined my life. I’m saying my life because I honestly thought I was going to marry this girl. So here’s my story. So in October 2019 my gf found out that I was paying for porn and she immediately started saying if she wasn’t good enough that if She didn’t please me, and of course that wasn’t the case I guess I was just used to watching it but I would do it behind her back and we never talked about how she felt about it. And of course I see the wrong in me having to pay for it. So a couple days after she found out she broke up with me. I promised her and swore to her that I was never gonna do it again. So a couple weeks later we said we would start working on things. And we did things were going great! Things felt amazing like they never have before! We were growing together and our connection was amazing! I had completely stopped watching it! Until February 22 2020 I don’t know what got into me and how I got there but there I was again paying for something I didn’t need! And of course a couple days later she happens to use my phone and see it all over again! I broke her heart and her trust! So she felt betrayed and of course she broke up with me again. I don’t how I let myself get to this. Porn made me into a liar and into someone I was ashamed of and made me keep secrets from someone I deeply cared about. So I decided to start with a 60 challenge so wish me luck and I’ll appreciate all the help and advice from anyone!