I’m currently on day 3, the longest streak I’ve had in 3 years. I feel that I have much more energy than usual but I’m feeling much more depressed. I’m starting to realize how much of a loser I actually am and how I have almost zero friends outside of my family. I was planning on asking this girl in class who I’ve been talking to for a while for her number. Then today I just thought to myself, I’m almost 17 and I don’t even have my drivers permit and I stutter or mess up words every now and then when I’m anxious. I’m gonna keep going on this streak as porn is a total turnoff for me now seeing how much it’s destroyed my life.