I am a porn addict

It feels liberating to admit that I have a problem and I need help. I have watched porn off and on since I guess 8th grade and i’m in 12th grade now. I find that i lack motivation and i’m always tired and the thing that scared me most is that my erections aren’t as hard as they used to be and they don’t last as long as i would hope. I have been doing no gap for the last 8 days and i promise i am back for good. I have tried and failed a few times and now I won’t let myself back down from this challenge. I want to fix myself and the first step to doing that is admitting i have a problem. I am going to college next year and I have been dating this girl for a month now. I have real reasons to fix myself. I want to get better and I need to get better. So I am determined to use every ounce of willpower I have to do this. With the help of others and by the grace of God I will see the other side of this challenge. I firmly believe that God gives us challenges we can beat but when it gets hard we need to turn to the help of others to get through.