Hello, I prefer not to say my real name so I'll stick to the ShyRussianDude. By my name you can obviously tell where I am from so please don't judge my English so much, I am well aware that its horrible. I study Management at University but I skip around 2 month already because of the problem. I work at my mothers firm because I am lazy idiot who wants to do nothing but play games and masturbate. I have a problem and I cant tell it to anyone. It took me ages to accept it myself so I cant imagine how am i going to tell it someone who is that close to me. My sex life if garbage obviously. I lack effort to go to talk to girls and go out with them because I knew I could always go back home and have a Fap. I don't know what exactly happened but I woke up around 40 minutes ago wanting to Fap and finally told myself no. So you understand its 7 o'clock in the morning and the first thing i though about was masturbating. I've watched porn since I got my first computer and that was around 14 years old. After many years of watching normal porn it became boring and I started watching all sorts of videos and movies until finally I came to transsexual porn with which I fell in love with. I am a straight guy and at first it worried me but reading through the internet that to watch this porn is alright put me right back to a comfortable place even though now I understand that watching any porn isn't normal. I've gotten to a point where there only thing and sexual desire I had was to have sex with a transsexual. So I did many times. At first there were prostitutes and later I managed to find my self a TS girlfriend. But I felt bad every time after we've slept together as I still knew what exactly wrong was I doing. But when I would go back home Id still fam to same porn again and again and again. Quit recently i started to accept what is going on with me and I need your HELP. I didn't only get addicted to porn but it also turned me into complete pervert.