I'm kind of confused. I have relapsed many times recently and I have been doing NF for a couple of years now. Usually, when I relapse I feel angry or disappointed with myself, but these past few times I have just felt nothing. I haven't felt sad or happy, relaxed or anxious. Just no emotion whatsoever. I still know PMO is bad, but I have no emotions surrounding it. In fact, everyday life is beginning to become more emotionless and I don't know why. I have no drive to eat, work or anything. When I am with my friends, I don't feel happy. I know that PMO numbs you, but I've never experienced it to the point where I literally feel nothing. Not even an emotion towards porn itself. I don't really know how I'm meant to move forward with giving up PMO if I am just emotionless towards it all. I know I must continue, but I'm worried that relapsing will continue because I just don't have any remorse for what I'm doing. Thanks all.