I don't understand myself currently. I am very sure the girl I like, likes me - but I am still not able to ask her out. I am fucking losing my mind and don't understand why I don't do it and are scared. We have meet at two partys and both times there have been something extra there. Last party we both knew more or less that there was some interest from both off us, and I am pretty sure her friends understood it. Still I can't do shit. Only reason why I am scared is because shes in my class, and I am afraid that if I fail the relationship it will be fucked up being at school... I seriously don't know. We have done some texting too, sometimes more, sometimes less. A bit less now lately, but at the party the interest seemed to be back. I am both angry at myself, scared to take the step because of past experience. I am also not sure what to do, because I am pretty new to the town. I consider to ask her to a walk / hike? Ask if she can show me some places to do it, since she knows the town better. But then I have to man up, which I am scared I won't I seriously don't understand myself. At the first party where we started to talk, she grabbed my phone and added her contact information without me asking. Then we have texted a bit (busy time), and I had to leave town. Now I am back, it was a bit less texting, but then we meet at a party again and the eye contact was there, we were always close, sittint with each other, walking with each other, etc. It is not that I am really afraid of getting rejected. I am more afraid of the whole being in the same class, if things goes bad.