Can someone please help me overcome my situation. Hi! I am 17 years old and a student. I have a dream that i really wanna be but my addiction and my compulsive behaviours have ruined me. Today i relapsed in vain. I started my streak this morning and things were fine. I planned for the day for my studies. But the plan did not work out. I had brain fog all the time when i studied and it seemed as though i was forcing myself to study a lot which i have passion for. I think all the negative thoughts hid all that passion. I order to overcome my brain fog i started too meditate with a time for 10 mins. I was relieved from it but during the process of studying i got hit with brain fog. This happened contineously and i could not handel those urges in me so i gave myself in. I relapsed oncemore. Mastrubation has become a very big issue for me which was not the case before. It is killing me. I feel like i am developing ED and i am not having a good time. Overall this this the same thing i go through everyday and i am not able to change this. I really am in need of help!!!!. Thanks for reading.!!!!!!