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I am not able to help myself

Discussion in 'Loneliness' started by :)-keepsmiling, Oct 5, 2020.

  1. :)-keepsmiling

    :)-keepsmiling Fapstronaut

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    Nowadays I feel that there is no point in living for me. My porn addiction has left a lot of scars that aren't healing. Now I am getting thoughts that I shouldn't live at all. I feel that I have grown into a pervert. I have caused a lot of harm to my loved ones. They are doing a lot for me but I find all that pointless. I feel that a pervert like me didn't deserve anything. I don't understand. I started beating up myself because I hated myself being a pervert. I wanted someone to harm me for the reason that I was a pervert. Things aren't working good for me. I nowadays prefer tobe lonely. I have no motivation to go on with my everyday life. I have lost all my dreams. I am not able to understand myself properly. All these are leading me to thoughts of not having the right to live. I feel like I shouldn't live at all.
    Sorry that I had made you read this post.
    Please help me!!
    I would really appreciate if you do!
    Thankyou
     
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  2. dyxntcy

    dyxntcy Fapstronaut
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    Hello sir I just wanted to tell you this. I'm so proud of you for embarking on this journey to quit your habit and leave your old ways. Confucious once said "Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall" I know that you're not a 'pervert' no pervert would banish and bash on himself. Based on how you feel this absolutely guarantees it to me. You're a great person <3 keep your head up.
     
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  3. sighingspider

    sighingspider Fapstronaut

    My guy, don't feel this way. Think about all the things you can accomplish in your life. Whatever past you had is gone. You must not let that affect you in any circumstances. Remember, your mind is strong, only if you let it be what it is meant to be. It's impossible to ask you to think positive thoughts, but instead, think about dogs or cats. They are nice.
     
  4. lwyrup

    lwyrup Fapstronaut

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    Marcel Proust says
    "When I look back at my life, the years that I suffered the most were the best years of my life. the years that I suffered have made me who I am. all the years I was happy was just a total waste. I learned nothing from them."
    (that is not a quote mind you)
    but, overall, the lesson is: only suffering can make you strong. if you wanna lose all that suffering, you are gonna lose all those lessons and all that strength as well. be proud that you're suffering. be proud that you are getting stronger every day.
    and thy shall rise from the flames as a Pheonix.
    Bonne chance
     
  5. JoeinUSA

    JoeinUSA Fapstronaut

    It doesn't have to stay that way - in fact, you can evolve into a new man with a lot of personal growth from here. It's really the old "eccentric" (off-centered brokenness) addict man you're wanting to die to, not your "centric" wholesome self which you can build upon. You're in the right place as a start.

    .
     
  6. brucewayne19

    brucewayne19 New Fapstronaut

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    Did you see fight club movie
    There is a quote in that movie
    " Things that you own end up owning you
    It is only after you lose everything you can become something"
    Remember this. If you want to change,you have to forget the past
    Live in present and plan for future. And no ,you are not pervert, that is the porn manipulated you to think in that way.
     
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