Hello my name is OBY. I am a porn addict. I remember the first time I tried "NoFap" I didn't even think I was addicted it was more towards trying to get rid of a bad habit while enjoying the "NoFap Benefits" people talked about. My first time trying NoFap ever was 2.5 years ago. I was able to achieve one week. It was fun, it really was. I didn't think too much of it and whenever I was urged or wanted to fap it was all so simple. I said to myself: "Wait, aren't we on NoFap? yeah we're on NoFap so we can't fap today" See? It was so chill and was so relaxing. I went for small goals like one week. Fast Forward 2.5 years: All of a sudden I am binging (I didn't use to binge), I am thinking of any possible way to increase my streaks and break my record (16 days) there haven't been a single day in the last 8 months that I didn't think about NoFap. I grew obsessive towards stopping and it seems like the more I try to abstain the more difficult this becomes and the more addicted I all of a sudden feel. I can't even get 1 day anymore my feelings are so conflicted that I hardly know if I want to commit or not because I am genuinely scared of committing. I am scared of saying this will be the last porn video I will ever watch. Can anyone relate to this?