I am on day 30. Still I have some deep issues.

I am on Day 28 and I also don't get erections. But I feel the urge to touch myself and watch porn and I know that if I did I would definitely relapse. I am also hoping that this abstinence will help make my sex life more normal and healthy instead of being hooked to and dependent on porn and masturbation.

 

Erections will come and go. Penisis feel dead even after 300 days in some cases. This is normal as this is how our bodies are supposed to be and not the way while we were in deep addiction. Urges are high during the first 90 days and then urges will come and go; they can be strong after 90 days. Dont look at porn to test yourself. It will only make it harder to reboot.

 

You are in a flatline. Part of the process.

 

Yeah man I think you might be in a flatline. Stay strong!

 

Your brain is healing and this is part of the reboot process, though I would suggest not testing your will by playing Porn. Next time you may be tempted to watch it and relapse.
Please try to not put yourself in any such difficult situation. Try doing other things that you like. Don't think too much about the ongoing nofap process. Let your brain heal naturally.

Good luck.

 

Hell no, I had 300 days before. I was always hard.

One month is not that much time. Wait another 2 months and you'll be able to get hard.

 

I have exactly the same situation. I masturbated usually once a day to porn for years. I have only just stopped recently on 8 August and now I can't even get a proper erection.

As scary as this is, I will never return to porn. I couldn't maintain and erection with a beautiful girl in my bed. We only had sex twice. I failed to have sex with her far more often than I was successful.

For any guys needing motivation to quit, or any guys that are experiencing relapses, just wait until something like this happens. My soul was literally crushed. I cried like I have never cried ever before. I don't even think about porn or have any urges to watch it whatsoever after this experience and it has been nearly 1 month so far.

If you can't wait for this experience to happen to you, just read this book: Change Anything: The New Science of Personal Success.

 

How did you manage to relapse after 300 days?

 

It was a dumb reason. I was drunk and high and I was at a party and this girl called me "scary" so I felt rejected and relapsed. Very very dumb.