I feel lonely sometimes. I feel selfish desiring love from others when I have the love of Christ. That should be sufficient and yet I yearn for someone to hold. It’s almost been so sudden. For many weeks I have felt emptiness and hatred. I do not deserve physical connection from anyone for anyone so I shouldn’t expect it from anything. But I desire it so deeply. Have any brothers felt this crippling loneliness? I’m sure their are. By no means am I unique in my struggles. Relatively speaking I’ve been fairly pampered in my life.
Hi my friend!! After 20 years of addiction I can tell you that the first time that I felt free from this trash was when I started to seek His presence like never before. I replace the pleasures of this world by only seeking his Holy Spirit. God gives us real joy and real peace. Now I'm not even triggered, I didn't do any 30 or 90 day program, I don't have an AP. In fact I search for this website to help other people to find solution in Christ. Don't seek freedom for pornography, seek Christ!
Yeah, I have feelings of loneliness too. I've never had a serious relationship; I dated a few girls when I was in high school, but they only lasted a few weeks. It went nowhere. I want someone to give my love to. However, Jesus said that there are people who have made themselves eunuchs for the sake of the Kingdom of Heaven. I'm starting to think that God wants me to be single and celibate for the rest of my life. That's not going to be easy, but if that's God's desire, who am I to argue?
