Please read my thoughts, and post if you would like to join me in my journey, but only if you are determined, like I am, at the moment. It's been 2 years.... 2 freaking years.... Since I was introduced to that enemy. That enemy who acted like me friend. It destroyed me. I am sick of it. It betrayed me. It destroyed me. It made me who I am not. I am sick of this. I am sick of pumping my penis 3 times a day just to get that feeling, that feeling which says, I AM CONTROLLING you. I am sick of opening Chrome in Incognito and going to some certain sites, and after visting them, feel like hacking them. I am sick of this. I am sick of sleep problems. I am sick of the lower back pain. I AM sick of it ALL. I am ready. TO GO FOR IT. TO FIGHT FOR IT. TO FIGHT MY ASS OFF. Please join me, as I proceed towards 90 days of hard mode. Nothing can stop me.
