I am tired of declining sex from women...

hexaquarks

hexaquarks

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I am such an excuse of a man. Pathetic. It's been twice this month already that I refuse sex from women. ED is really bad and my neuroplasticity is fucked from a decade and a half of hardcore edging, so I've been avoiding sex with women for a long time because I can't cum during sex, nor during fellacio or in any other way. Only hardcore porn pixels does it. People ask me "what's your body count?" but here I am constantly refusing sex from women that I really like and find hot. Paradoxical.

I hope this time I will break through (day 12). Don't end up like me boys. I prefer pixels over real women as a result of prolonged PMO addiction, I started watching at 6 years old somehow. I still remember vividly the dvds of the porn I was watching at that age, not something a 6 year old should see. It's absolutely mind blowing how much I'm beeing robbed of by porn now a days. I just want to be normal...
 
Same thing man, i don’t talk to a lot of girls because I know my thing will not work correctly … and that is devastating me …. that is so sad but at least we are trying things to get better.
Best way to know for you if you can heal, even if you started at young age is to try and try again
 
just tell her to tease you first get her to pop out a titty

i think it's mostly in your mind.
If your with a girl kissing and touching very likely be able to perform no?
 
It is probably mostly in your mind. Im probably much older and have the opposite problem. when im in the presence of a woman sexually (very rare unless im paying), its over way too quickly
 
pete379 said:
It is probably mostly in your mind. Im probably much older and have the opposite problem. when im in the presence of a woman sexually (very rare unless im paying), its over way too quickly
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Onceagain2.0 said:
just tell her to tease you first get her to pop out a titty

i think it's mostly in your mind.
If your with a girl kissing and touching very likely be able to perform no?
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Of course it's in my mind. My brain is wired towards hardcore porn pixels coupled with edging. I'm just not excited by sex anymore. Why would I be when I've been edging for hours everyday to weirder and weirder fetishes for over a decade. A woman's body can't compete with the pleasure my brain extracts from online porn
 
I've read on Your Brain on Porn that sex, even occasions where you don't finish and it doesn't feel great, is still going to help you rewire to the normal stuff.

There's guys that have gone months without PMO or any physical intimacy with a woman. But they can become stuck in a flatline. Without porn, without sex, they are in intimacy limbo 'no mans land'.

I would hazard a guess it's probably best to get into a phase where your brain feels starved of porn, but then if you have access to sex to then make it happen, knowing full well it probably won't feel great until after several occasions.
 
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