I can’t stop and I don’t know if I can

[Sam Gorges]

Honestly I’ve had trouble with porn for 6 long years and by now I don’t even have the motivation to quit. It’s been a constant struggle of relapse, trying to quit, relapse, relapse RELAPSE. Over and over and over again like a fucking piece of clockwork. I just relapsed literally half an hour ago and I had a little mental breakdown afterwards, I’ve turned towards God and other porn-be-gone sites and they never worked. I am catholic (I use the term loosely) and every time I watch porn and all that crap I feel like a pile of human waste, because I know that God is still cheering me on to quit porn and keep going, but I’m so tired of it all. Well there you have it, rant over.

 

[Deleted Account]

Sam,

First and foremost - Welcome, you are among friends. God doesn't make errors, so you are a perfect creation. You've fallen into an addiction one called pmo. Welcome to the crowd, we all have.

I recommend the "getting started" guide. It's free and on the home page for download as a pdf file. It's helpful in so many ways. I had to read it three times to see myself in it. Keep reading it.

Keep us informed,

L