This is probably my last thread or bout of activity. I can't do this anymore. Mods, if this thread is in the incorrect forum then delete it or move it, or whatever you guys do. I can't do this nofap thing anymore. I don't have anymore motivation to keep it up. I can't get passed two weeks sober on "hard mode". I've been struggling with this ever since I was 11 and I don't see a way out honestly. I hardly have any friends anymore, and I don't have any other motivation to get better. My family is fine, but they can't help. I'm supposed to be an adult and take care of my problems on my own but I can't. Every time I would try to be clean, I'd fail after two weeks. It's pathetic. I'm tired of failing over and over. I have no support. Nobody cares. I'm alone, and I deserve it. Nobody cares about me. And I guess I don't care about myself. I can't see a way out. Maybe this is a cry for help or attention but it's something. I cannot do this anymore.