Guys I need help It all started in summer last year where i discovered nofap,i Was very Motivated and my streaks increased from 2,7,40 and eventually to an 180 day streak. in Quarantine i was exercising daily for 3-5 hours,watched helpful channels on Youtube like tmf ,ate healthy and took Cold showers everyday. But then it started.after a long time of not getting any urges i thought i have beaten the addiction,but it came back and it came back hard. I couldn't sleep that night because of it and in my bed i fought it in my mind.(My Motivation always was vegeta and that Moment felt like when he became majin vegeta and Tried to fight his mind) I couldn't do it Anymore and relapsed because my Brain wanted to see what i missed in this time I relapsed 3 times that night and didn't sleep at all. Since then my best streak Was 14,and I can't go past 2 days sometimes. That 14 day streak Was after a book by david goggins and it helped me become my true Self again. But I just can't do it Anymore and Im getting realy depressed because i couldn't Show my New self after quarantine who wouldve been on a 200+ streak. I feel like i can't commit like i did before,its like Nothing is fueling me anymore,its like i Used every Motivation for me... What do you guys think?