I am a failure! I can't take the lead of my life. With all the potentials I have, I am a failure. I hate myself, I just want to get rid of this miserable life. No matter how long I hold, or how strong I become, this filthy habit makes its way to me in moments I wonder how did that happen! I just want to die, rather than living a miserable life I am not even controlling. If anyone has an advice on how to quit the habit of watching porn and masturbating, please shoot it here!