I Choose The Light At The End

I'm starting to understand things. Ive had some level of ED for at least 6 years. I'm 24. It didn't used to be as bad as it is, but a few years ago I started seeing urologists. Did every test you can imagine, wearing a dick monitor at night, getting a penile injection and ultrasound, getting the finger up the ass to feel the muscles. Nothing wrong with me of course. I do still have my suspicions due to a varicocele surgery as a kid, but I need to leave that in the dust. Been seeing a sex therapist for a number of months. Little help. Was recently dating a girl for four months. Awful sex. Which leads me to where I am now. A guy in my prime with a great job, good looks, an eagerness to be with someone... and a sad floppy dick. What do I do? I've done everything... except for one thing. Cut off porn for good. I've been watching porn for too long and over the years my symptoms have gotten to the point where I'm never hard. No morning erections. Nada. While I've dramatically cut back on porn use, it's still bad. Once I went over 60 days no pmo and got a random erection at work. I remember smiling all day like an idiot with a bulge in my pants and didn't even care. Then I went back to my old ways. But now I'm a guy who has done it all and have only one place left to turn. Ive had to leave love behind because my dick is depressed. I spend my days picturing her being boned by other guys because I wasn't man enough. I don't want that anymore. I'm choosing to give up porn. Life needs to be good again. It needs to be real. Maybe there isn't anything wrong with me and it's been a choice all along. I'm going to give up porn for as long as it takes. There's no other option now. If half a year goes by and nothing changes, I'll wait another half. Only after I rule this option out can I be sure that my ED is a physical problem. I can't let this be incurable. That is not an option. If something has to go it's gonna be porn, not me. 24 days in and counting. Theres a light at the end of the tunnel, and it's a vagina with my rock hard dick in it.