I decided to break the system. (Day 47)

So, yesterday night after 46 days free from pmo of any kind I relapsed.
I wasn't sad, anxious or depressed at all but I decided to break the system.

What do I mean by that? It's simple.

I believe that those 46 days without porn and masturbation has changed me in many areas of my life.

* It made me more disciplined
* I experienced a huge improvement at my university accomplishments
* I had a lot of free time in my hands to do the things that really bring joy into my life
* I experienced an increase and improve of my energy levels
* It helped me to improve my clarity of mind
* Surprisingly, I didn't feel depressed, anxious or sad at all during those 46 days.

I also realised that Nofap is not a magic pill (as I used to think in the past)
It's just a tool that you can use in order to have a happier life (same goes to money).

I also don't believe that a single relapse means that I lost all the benefits that I experienced.

Therefore, I'm not going to reset my day counter.
I'll keep fighting and in 44 days from now, when I'll reach day 90
I'll post an update here on what I have changed in my life and etc.