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I did it again

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by JermJerm123, Sep 4, 2017.

  1. JermJerm123

    JermJerm123 Fapstronaut

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    Well here I am. Back at this wonderful site but with a unsuccessful story. So I have not really posted anything on here for a while. I was doing pretty good up until early this morning. Today would have made 2 weeks but instead I faped again. I use to not have a problem with porn because I would never look that stuff up but recently I have and now I am addicted to it. (2 weeks ago I looked it up but stoped & 4 weeks ago is when I first started to look up porn) It use to be just a masturbation addiction but now I am addicted to porn. Yeah I know Porn is not realistic and it is anything but realistic but now I am now realistically addicted to it. If that is even a word. What do I do? I tried just basically everything but fail everytime. I even went as far as blocking Chrome on my phone and my tablet during the night and blocking porn sites/keywords on my internet. I still manage to somehow look it up and jack off. I tired a reward system but that fails everytime. I ran out of things to keep myself from masturbating. HELP! BTW since school has started back up I don't have time to do anything but around bedtime I end up doing it. When I should be sleeping I am jacking off! It is even worse on the weekends because I do have a bit more time than during the week. Anyone have anything I can do to stop and help me at night and during the weekends? Thanks.
     
  2. brother, don't worry. i'm not sure that you suffer from porn addiction after that short time. but as you say you have a problem with it, esp. masturbating, then avoid it. use a pron blocker like k9 and switch off your devices 1/2 an hour before you go to bed. read a book and think about what a sex bomb you will be one day if you stay strong.
    resist for a few days. only think about now, not tomorrow. and tomorrow you'll do the same. that's it.
    stay strong.
     
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  3. JermJerm123

    JermJerm123 Fapstronaut

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    Thanks bro! I will give that a try!
     
  4. Even I have been addicted to porn for 12 long years man! I know how it feels. The way you look at yourself at the mirror. Disgust and all disgust.
    You break a little inside. Hope loses.
    But that's not all that is. In a day you start building up again. You rise. Just wait till that rise stage, and you're good to restart. Also, whenever you throw off once after a long time, switch off every e-device and get out to walk, meet friends and spend time outside. You'll be good. That's what my experience says.

    Go about it man, I'm in the process. Today is the 5th day. This will change our lives. Very soon.
     
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  5. thank yor, ShrArsh - that's good. "You rise". that's it. great feeling.
     
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