3 am can't sleep because I went to bed too early (to lay next to my gf). I only need 5-6 hours and if I go to sleep before 10 I wake up for a few hours between 3-6 Tonight my habits and brain wanted me to look at something, anything that would give me that rush. Not even P per say but just that crap that your brain justifies that its ok to look at when it really is not. Well, I did not. I thought about the pro's and con's, I thought of the big picture, I thought of my gf, I thought of my relationship, I thought about how its not worth it and how I'd really regret it. And now I'm here to go back to get some sleep before another awesome day of skiing.