Almost two years ago, I finally confronted a girl I liked. I got rejected. After the emotional turmoil of dealing with the rejection, I found myself not being interested in anyone. sure I had a few false alarms, but I could hold myself back. Then the apocalypse struck, not only did I have no choice, but the stress I've been through really wore me down. Now I don't care. I accept I will never find anyone, that I'll never get to kiss a girl, despite the bulk of my peers all having successful relationships. Some of my high school classmates are already married/ engaged, or have a kid. Yet nothing's changed for me. My reasoning? - I'm incapable of changing to meet women's demands - I'm not what women want (explanation here ) -I'm finding more often that people are just cookie cutter personality types with the same interests. -My interests, even with other students in my major don't always line up - I don't inherently want to join in the things that are popular. besides, I'm not even ready for a relationship. I've been thinking about this for some time, but I recently had a minor lapse that's really got me going on some of this. So my question is, what am I supposed to do after my 90 days, which already passed last august? My romantic inclinations have dropped to almost nothing, and my sexual urges are far less than what they were, but are still there. The last few months were pure anarchy. I was handling the apocalypse mostly fine until I had to start dealing with people again (ie, when college started back up). maybe I just need to vent some more.