I don't even care anymore

I'm in the same boat. A non-existant social life, only contact I have is with close family. Most of my days go by surfing the net and playing games.

Lately I've been trying to structure my days. Waking up at the same time, going out of my apartment for a couple of hours at the same time every day, trying to do one productive thing.

I'm also staying away from games early in the day until I've gotten something done. Then later I can enjoy gaming knowing I actually did something today.

It gives life a little more meaning and you feel a little better about yourself.

 

It's painful and problematic whether you stay a victim and do nothing about your situation or you work towards a better life.

So why not work towards the life you want if it's going to hurt either way?

Yup. It's porn's fault. It's depression's fault. It's life's circumstances fault. After you're done blaming everything and everyone else, you'll realize in the end when there's nothing and nobody else to blame that it's your responsibility to change your life.

You don't have a social life, but what are you doing to get one? Do you expect things to just magically change for you?

Do something about it rather than making a list of all the reasons why you can't turn your life around.

Do you really want your grave stone to say "it was everyone and everything else's fault that my life sucked"?