I've been out for 40 days. I've studied all the science about how porn negativity affects the brain. I was addicted to porn for 11 years. Everytime i think about think this, i always feel hopeless and just want to cry. I don't see a lot of people talk about this particular part. Before i was a porn addict, or even 3-4 years into watching porn. I used to have empathy for people. I deeply care about the suffering of others. But eventually, I lost all my feelings to people. Empathy, gratitude, and happiness. This starts to occur around 8 years into watching porn. I watch porn and masturbate just about every day. I'm having a lot of negative thoughts which i can't control of. I'm at the point where i don't even have feelings for my dying pet. I used to have a lot of feelings, now it just all gone. I don't want to live like this... Does anyone had the same issue and got recovered after a certain period on nofap? I've been keeping this problem to myself for years. And i don't really have anyone in real life i can speak to.