I apologize in advance if my grammar is wrong. I am not from an anglophone country. So, I am new to this community, really... I'm on day 15 of NoFap and this is my first try, taking it like an experiment I want to go through just to see what happens. I decided to do this challenge although I never had serious problems or addictions to masturbation or porn, you could say I was just a "regular user". I am totally sure that this is a common topic, but I want to share it anyway because I've got basically no one to talk about it: this abstinence is starting to giving me sadness. I am beginning to be not really that upbeat anymore like I used to be. "So, if you weren't an addict and you were fine with your life, why would you start a program like this?" I honestly thought that this challenge would be a cool start towards the process of finding a girlfriend. I also have problems about being not good looking, inadequate or awkward in social situations, and generally I am not taken too seriously by other people (particularly of the opposite sex). I did some research on YouTube videos about this topic (ok, maybe that wasn't the smartest thing to do) (or maybe it was?) and I decided to give this theory the benefit of the doubt. Like I said before, I'm just trying. Basically what I wanted to ask you all is this. Is this just a phase? Is this gonna last if I hold on? If you have (or had, that's what I sincerely hope) situation like mine, I want you to feel free to share them and I am very curious. Also, this is my first post here and I wanted to congratulate you all, you're a dope community. Have a nice day.