strongwarrior17
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I have been struggling with PMO for 11 years now, I realized it was a problem about 6 years ago and I've been trying to quit since. I researched everything about it, tried many times, and figured to have several good streaks under my belt and here I am again in square one.
In 2017 I had an episode of chronic depression that almost took my life away and mainly it originated because of the thought of I might be gay, the doubts about my sexuality really hit me hard since they collide strongly with my identity of who I am and who I thought I was.
Today I am facing again the same doubts and is fair to say that I haven't been myself for the great part of a decade, I don't feel happy and every day for me is a struggle, basically, I am afraid to be myself around others, and deep down I think my fear of being gay or bisexual is the anchor for my PMO addiction.
Did anyone feel this way or have any advice on how to handle it? I will really appreciate reading your comments, thank you.
Have anyone feel this way?
Send you good vibes in your own journey.
In 2017 I had an episode of chronic depression that almost took my life away and mainly it originated because of the thought of I might be gay, the doubts about my sexuality really hit me hard since they collide strongly with my identity of who I am and who I thought I was.
Today I am facing again the same doubts and is fair to say that I haven't been myself for the great part of a decade, I don't feel happy and every day for me is a struggle, basically, I am afraid to be myself around others, and deep down I think my fear of being gay or bisexual is the anchor for my PMO addiction.
Did anyone feel this way or have any advice on how to handle it? I will really appreciate reading your comments, thank you.
Have anyone feel this way?
Send you good vibes in your own journey.
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