U haven’t committed a crime. Don’t get depressed about it, But KNOW THE IMPLICATIONS of what you have done.
I have failed twice previously on my 12th or 13 th day, but what is more important is to understand why you failed?
Was it a weak mindset? Did u forget why u should avoid P? Did u have an urge which u cudnt control...and if u cudnt control it, why cudnt u??
The only way to recover from this state is to get deep down to the root cause of it, break it down, get some concepts strong, have a decided side and then keep trying HARD.
I said too much here, so take your time, understand this addiction deeply, and I highly suggest, looking at your age, that you talk to a responsible adult about this, preferably ur mom or dad. U may be scared about it, but KNOW that they can help and guide u to overcome it better.
U need to strongly understand that u r on the NoFap side....on a journey to better urself!
ALL THE BEST! U will do well, just analyse the addiction deeply and no matter What, DONT LOOK AT P! block all those gross, weird useless, time wasting websites or any other sources.
Find a hobby, make good use of ur time, dont waste it on P!
Be STONE COLD ABOUT IT, DELETE ANY FILES ON P. Disconnecting from the internet will be excellent.
Tell me one thing:What do u get from watching P? Maybe 4seconds of lonely pleasure? What do those mofos get? Lots and lots on popularity, attention and money!!
WASTING UR TIME NOW IS WASTING UR MONEY IN THE FUTURE!
Forget about money, u r wasting the precious moments of ur life looking at P!
P.S. perhaps I spoke too harshly, but the truth is harsh!, my friend
