I fear sexting , causing the other girl to sin. it might weaken her or something in this satanic

I fear sexting , causing the other girl to sin. it might weaken her or something in this satanic realm.

but i also want to connect with her, i tell myself maybe connecting with me is ultimately good, break even or something.

i think though, it's really bad for girls. we don't talk about the effect it has on girls. what if she becomes horny and gets in bed with a guy she wouldn't have if she hadn't become horny? how would that alter her fate? probably not for the best.

I am sometimes paralyzed with guilt about this, it is probably my greatest fear, worse than dying honestly. but my urge to have at least some kind of love/intimacy with them is equally powerful.

 

but also I've been learning alot about sexuality/telepathy and what it all means, I feel guilt but also great innocence because the things i observe, in the astral energies is the most fascinating , miraculous thing to me. as I assume it is to most people, who are fascinated by life

but i know there are very real horrible, things going on around the world. madness. really dark, evil entities who understand all this too. I think maybe that's why the angels wanted to teach me, because we must learn to fight fire with fire.



I do believe loss of sexual energy can make a person vulnerable to these dark energies. UNLESS it is PRESERVED in the other person, so that she gives you the power back through support. but that's why sexting is bad, if she was actualy getting my physical energy, she would not be vulnerable, masturbation makes both vulnerable but I don't know, i would hope it's not harmful, i study them to see what the effect is after, they do seem to be happy, even happier after if it's a positive experience.

I really don't know, i've really been paying attention in back of my mind throughout the whole ordeal, learning.