I feel like brain has truned to mush

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Wario32, May 13, 2019.

  1. Wario32

    Wario32 Fapstronaut

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    Im 20 days in and the urges are giving me a beating - I feel like I cant even think properly. I am trying to keep my self distracted and occupied because I feel all my thoughts all over the place. All my mind whats to think about is PMO and then end up PMO'ing. Im going to try my best and just write words on paper on how im feeling because my though process is all fucked atm
     
  2. andi1987

    andi1987 Fapstronaut

    Was the same for me today, too. Thoughts about P almost made me go crazy.
     
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  3. Wario32

    Wario32 Fapstronaut

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    same here man - all I want to think about is P - im trying to keep my hands away from junk as well - this is
    maddening
     
  4. andi1987

    andi1987 Fapstronaut

    Yeah, today I tried to take a walk, play pc games ..... nothing really was helpfull. Now I have a head as big as a fucking balloon. :D
     
  5. The brain fog does clear up mate but it takes time. I can truly feel your suffering. I had a blank mind for a long time and still somewhat have a tiny little bit of it at points but it does get better the longer you refrain watching porn.
     
  6. I got 2 traffic tickets in the same day ready to be able to focus before I run out of points for my license
     
  7. trob45

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    Yep. I identify with that and on day 23. Feel heavy and apathetic. The constant fantasy and random thoughts are exhausting. Meditation helped a bit?? Hahahahaha
    Hang in there. If you knew tomorrow was your breakthrough and you caved today that would suck. (That is mainly for me to read).
     
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  8. Wario32

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    Thanks guys - I am trying to keep distracted - my heads killing me - i feel better if I think about PMO - but obviously not thats the wrong thing ro do - so atleast when my head killing me im doing something right lol
     

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