I feel like I’m about to cry.

Fellow brothers and sisters,

This month is insane. Getting through having a coronavirus and a breakup with my girlfriend opened my eyes. I’m giving my twisted and ruined soul to the Lord Almighty, only he can repair me. After I started praying consistently I went on 8 day streak, which is very impressive in my case! But since then I started to relapse again. I relapsed after three days, then after one day and once again this morning. But, the most important thing, I feel this warmth in my body when I pray and I start to shake, I feel like that’s power of God. I’m supposed to feel bad after relapsing earlier today , but after thinking and praying I feel so inspired, i know one day God will deliver me from this and drag me out of this hole of sins. I ask you brothers and sisters to pray for me! Please! God Almighty bless all of you! Amen!