Its been a while since ive been able to go longer than a day without relapse. And when I relapse i watch a mixture of shemale porn and heterosexual porn. This time ive masturbated at least 4 times in a night and 2 times today. Ive since decided i need help and made an appointment with my local therapist. Idk what they can do to help but I feel very trapped... I never thought id find my self here in life. Can anyone relate or offer some advice?