When I was in middle school I was left-wing I got miserable, sluggish, lazy, entitled and refused to talk to anyone who disagreed with me. In high school I became more right-wing I started improving my diet, lifting weights, but the problem was that I was becoming obsessed with memes and getting into fights in online chat rooms, I didn't really get into conspiracy theories until Jeffery Epstein died. After Epstein's death I was venturing into many different conspiracy theories, heck I even became an anti-vaxxer! Anyway I started getting to the point where I was constantly started obsessing about things where I fell into a depressive state then I became miserable, sluggish, bitter, lazy, and nihilistic. I became no different than my middle school self. But I gave up on politics after indulging my self into a spiritual awakening and now I just want to convert to Roman-Catholicism. Because the negative effects of the obsession of politics in my life I don't consider myself to be left-wing or right-wing anymore, and I honestly don't care if any of you are left-wing or right-wing. It's honestly none of my business and I have no reason to care. I firmly believe now that both sides are materialistic hypocrites, I just now want the ability to embrace God while I think for myself.