I feel so lost.. I pmoed for most of my life starting since age 14 and continuing doing it for a decade. I have never had a girlfriend I regret every second of what I have done. I feel like I am lost forever and I feel that I threw away the best years of my life (16-24). I feel like there is no more hope for me for a better life. I feel like the worst thing ever all because of pmo and lonileness that lasted for years and years. I feel like I should have had at least one girlfriend by now. But it's all f*cked up now and I can't do anything about it.