I feel my full potential is hidden behind masturbation and porn

Mojtabaseq

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Hello there.
I am a professional business manager with expertise in import and export plus an educational background in international business. During past decade I made a fast-forwarding progress from a novice import expert at a small company to the commercial manager of a big exporting manufacturer entitled as an outstanding exporter in my country. Last year I quit to run my own consultancy business. However things got so out of control.

During this time, despite all progress, one thing was hitting me hard and as my positions would be promoted higher the hitting would be harder. And it was the increasingly urge to see naked ladies and jerking off to them.

I am also happily married. In fact my wife is a gift from god to me. A thousand books cannot say how much I love her. But... but even her being with me could not solve my problem. This is sometimes embaraasing for me.

Anyhow, now it is time I stopped it. Since both parts of my life, professional and love, are in danger.
ProfessionallyI feel weak. During past 7 months I could not finnish even a book. I was so distracted by the sexual urge that I sacrificed all my money saved for running my own business. It has been 7 months and I am still in square zero of running my business. I am sure there are multiple reasons for my business lagging behind but I am sure the main and most important one is the distraction and waste of time brought about by masturbation and searching b....bs.

I am here to be helped and hopedully later halep others to tap their hidden potential.
 
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