I am having some problem with myself lately. The problem is that I don't feel like I'm connecting with anyone. I have a few friends. The more days are passing by the more I feel like I'm not into them or like, if I reside in X axis they are at Y axis. They like eating outside, they like visiting malls, which I don't like cause it's full of people. I don't like going to movies too! I watched FF Hobbs and Shaw I loved it and that's all. When I get bored sometimes I get out on my scooter and wander here there which makes me feel a bit good. So what I do now is play pubg, do this and that in my room. Study or watch TV series/anime. I feel lonely. I feel like sitting in my dark room looking at the window. Watching the rain droplets slipping down on the surface of the glass and listen to Sleepy Fish on Spotify. I feel like drinking whiskey sometimes and sit in my dark room again. Well my room which turns out to be dark most of the time is very much involved in my lifestyle. I feel good being alone sometimes, not listening to other people's BS. But sometimes I feel lonely..like now.. I just wish I had a hand to hold..had someone to talk to who will listen to me, and who's frequency will match with me. Maybe late night beer on the roof with someone special looking at the sleeping town? Maybe. . maybe I am just so lonely cause.. I am a boring person I think. .