Hello dear friends at NoFap. I have been able to successfully attain about 35 days of nofap including no porn and orgasm. I have seen a lot of guys talk about how they have crazy energy and what not, but me on the other hand feel lazy than ever. I feel like either I'm gonna take the high road to excellence or the low road back to porn. I feel stuck right in the middle. I want to live a fruitful lifestyle, but I find I don't have what it takes at times to maintain that type of lifestyle. On the other hand I feel masturbation and porn calling my name. A desire that I can't seem to shake.. plus on top of all that I get sexual urges in my body like surges of electricity.. It's hard to cope at times..