Today 5/6/2019 I talked to my Juijitsu coach about my PMO addiction and how it been consuming my life for almost 10 years. We sat there and talked about life for 1 hour 30 minutes. I then also today told my taekwondo master and we talked about life for about 1 hour 15 minutes. I learned so much stuff. Not only about my self but them as well. I don't want to fail them as there student. I made a commitment to both of them that everyday I will be doing something to improve myself. Whether it is training or just getting out of the house and doing something. I need martial arts back in my life and I needed someone to help me with this addiction holding me back in life. With working nights it's going to be tough. I expect failure but I am going to do my best every day not to fail. Every time I am on the computer I am going to tell myself I am not going to fail. I am so happy today after I talked with both of my teachers. I feel at peace myself and I feel like I am going to finally become that better person I wanted to be.