I Find Porn Disgusting Now

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  1. cubs2516

    cubs2516 Fapstronaut

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    Just tried watching porn to see if I could get turned on because I am in a flatline... found the video disturbing. Saw through the fakeness of it all... nothing is real about what the actors/actresses are doing. Stay strong everyone, this shit really works!! Been trying nofap on and off for 10 months now... starting to see results and it is easier to abstain each and everyday. If u are in a depressed flatline and can't think at all, don't give in and don't freak out. It means u are going through withdrawal and it means nofap is working! U are literally changing your brain back to a point where it operates at its best ability. Hell even if this shit takes 10 years to fully recover from, I would go through it because life is long and a life untouched by porn is a good one. Porn changes the way you view yourself, the way u view other ppl, and the way u view the world in general. Trust me get this toxic shit out of ur brain! The sooner the better! Stay strong guys.
     
  2. Ursamajor

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    i did not PMO for 10 days now and i dont wath porn but when i think about sex i also find it disgusting. not only porn but sex also
     
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  3. shutdown66

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    I think your Porn use has distorted your view of sex, I feel with NoFap if you continue on the path, the idea of Sex will become more natural to you and the realness of sex will have a deeper meaning for you.

    Genuinely there is nothing better than sharing your body, mind and soul in a sexual union with someone you love, adore and find absolutely attractive and even better, they feel the same exact way about you too.... its amazing trust me. (btw I am currently single)
     
  4. Ursamajor

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    i have never actually had sex with someone i loved. and i am not good at meeting girls so that is why i don't have sex and i have no woman in my life. i just don't know how to aproach women. i always had sex with prostitutes and i find it disgusting now. well even digging in someones body with part of your body is now disgusting for me. i do not want to have any sexual relationship with anybody because i find it disgusting. i want a woman but i do not see myself with one because of i'm lame at meeting them and i find sex disgusting. so... i think i might have be single for ever
     
  5. shutdown66

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    it takes time man, I am 31, took me most of my twenties to meet girls with substance, it can happen, you've made a start with NoFap, just don't be so hard on yourself man.
     
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  6. Handcheck

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    NoFap is a great start for you ursamajor. It sounds like you could also use some counseling though. It's nothing to be ashamed of. Learning to overcome past difficulties and traumas to aide in having healthy relationships is a great thing that you should strive for.
     
  7. Ursamajor

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    that would be the best but in slovenia we have no people who can help you learn. youtibe videos are not what i want because they all start at the midle not at the begining. and my english is also not that good
     
  8. AliWantsOut

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    How do you get past 3 day mark? (cries)
     
  9. cubs2516

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    Man if you really want it... 3 days is pretty easy. I'm in a position where I have the rest of my life ahead of me... and I don't want to waste another minute watching porn. U have to be dedicated to it. I've suffered the past three years from anxiety and depression so I'm bascically doing whatever I can to get out of it and I noticed when I go on long nofap streaks my anxiety and depression gets a lot better. Do some experimenting yourself. Try just going 10 days, relapse and see how u feel. I bet u will notice u start feeling a lot better days 5-10 and then when u relapse u will feel shitty. This is the proof for me that keeps me going. I know pmo makes me feel shitty because I've relapsed enough times to know the devastating impacts it has on me. That's all the proof I need.
     
  10. Ursamajor

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    so true my friend. i use glasses to read and i'm 27. i noticed that after i PMO my body feels so tired and i have no will to do anything. but the worst thing that can happen to me is that my eyes get so tired during the day that i can not read even with glasses. orgasms take you so much energy... it is pure destruction to your body. i have a lot of fanatsies about sex but i do not want to masturbate because i know it will take days to recover the energy within my body. i do not want this. this is like you work so hard to buy a new house. but you want even bigger house so you go to the casino hoping that you will win some more money but you lose 90% of your money you worked so hard for. so now you can not buy even a dogs house. would you not feel like bag of shit? i would for sure
     
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  11. Phoenix11

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    Well done. That is progress. It is disgusting and degrading. Powerful messages. Thanks!
     
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  12. George Powers

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    Regarding developing relationships (personal and at work), there are good podcasts that have helped:
    http://theartofcharm.com/category/podcast-episodes/

    Check out some of the first episodes, which cover basics like body language, smiling, etc. Stuff that makes others want to talk with you, and you with them.

    Works from Tony Robbins and Tim Ferriss are also commendable.

    Also consider writing out the must-have attributes that you would want in a partner. The things that matter most to you. You attract that which you contemplate, so contemplate the person that would bring out the best version of you.

    Stay strong and best of wishes!

    -George
     
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  13. Andyst343

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    Hi cubs2516, In a deep flat line, im on day 91 and been in flat line for most of it, have no libido, morning woods, no desire for opposite sex, not much desire for anything really, just mood swings and a low down feeling,had enough! wheres the end?
    How long were you in flat line?
     
  14. cubs2516

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    Bro I'm with you still... I relapsed so I'm out of the flatline. I honestly don't know where it will end for you man. I'm gonna start a streak again, give it more time and don't relapse.
     
  15. Joseph92

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    Awesome.

    P is really twisted. We're watching another two people have sex. Especially when those people don't even like each other, and are just acting for the camera.

    I'm still early in the process (day 14), but P seems to be gradually getting less and less appealing. And my conscience is more and more indignant about P.
     
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