I guess this is the summer of positive changes

Hey,

I'm called Mark by some in real life, and that's nondescript enough, so I guess that will do. I'm not sure how much info to give out so bare with me.
I thought I had moved past this. I mean, I always looked at porn, and I was lonely kid in high school, but I went to college, and after Mom died I decided to turn over a new leaf and developed a rep as a ladies man.

After I finished my training programs, I entered a highly stressful field. the odd hours brutal nature of the work really did a number on my mental health and my social life. I relapsed but I was still seeing women so I thought I was okay.

I really wasn't okay.

I ended up leaving the field a year later for unrelated reasons, and now it's a year after that. I had to work through a lot of toxins that were still in my system. I had to find a new job. I have new digs. I'm starting university soon to retrain. My doctor told me I had to cut cholesterol out of my diet and I have been far, far more successful than I thought I would be. I've been working out and am stronger and leaner than I have been since I was a teenager.

Honestly, this is something I want to work on, the next thing on my list. I started thinking "whatever, I don't have anyone to impress." I closed out my dating social media half a year ago. I don't ask girls out anymore. I just can't muster up any enthusiasm.

I miss that vitality. So I want to try this. Let's reboot.