I had a 17 hour porn binge

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by PrinceOtaku, Mar 11, 2020.

  1. PrinceOtaku

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    Lord have mercy I dont even go to church but I need jesus in my life! I was on that "juice" havent been asleep in almost two days. Yea I was clean from that 3 months and relapsed yesterday on top of that I was watching porn non stop for about 17 hours, I havent pmo in about 23 or 24 days and yesterday I just pm. Luckily I kept my potent seed. I really dont want to restart my streak when I clearly. I'm so tired of that ish, beating my meat, looking at porn non stop. I am truly disgusted with myself. I could talk to chics then seeing where things may go but nah I want easy way instead of putting in the work. I realized today I always been a little *****, I have always ran away from my problems instead of having enough nutz to face them. Another thing fellas beware of what videos yall be watching on them sites. Some of them "teens" are not even 18, they already setting us up.
     
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  2. ultrafabber

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    You need to sleep. Do something boring and do not look at your tv, pc or phone.
     
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  3. Listen carefully to someone who has been here for half my 20's now, Learning many times the hardest way. The term for this behavior is called edging [When you get close to ejaculation again and again but stop just before the point of no return.]
    WHEN YOU EDGE FOR HOURS AND HOURS YOU ARE DOING MORE DAMAGE THAN A QUICK PMO SESSION.
    I used this logic for a loooong time "If i don't ejaculate, I'm not really relapsing AND i get to keep all the retention benefits." <<wrong
    Not only did you relapse and will most likely have a wet dream anyway, you have just trained your brain to sustain longer heightened states of sexual arousal than would ever be normal with a partner or even a quick pmo session. What does this lead too? Higher tolerance, a dopamine soaked brain, and escalation. Your tastes will ESCALATE and quickly. Next thing you know your searching things and you don't even know why your just in that intoxication spiral. Please heed this warning.
    - When i first began NoFap i was so close to stopping PMO it was absolutely ridiculous for me to have fallen back in, i had a large number of days under me. But i did and then i convinced myself that somehow i could control it. What a joke. Then i convinced myself that i could edge and not relapse, this was my biggest mistake of them all. With edging not only did i fall all the way down the mountain, i dug myself a hole tied my arms behind my back and jumped in. This is how bad edging is for you. I hope you listen to this.

    Forget streaks all together, take every single day as your first and last day on earth, that will take you further than anything.
     
  4. StonePlacidity

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    This is definitely true. Your brain stops releasing dopamine after you hit ejaculation, which the longer the period of edging, the more dopamine released. I think people have pleasure while "masturbating", but not during orgasm (for my case).
     
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  5. CodeTalker

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    Sex trafficking is real on those sites.
     
  6. hubbawulf1234

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    I agree. Avoid edging. I've done it in the past and felt way worse than just PMO.
     
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  7. This thing with edging is sure my problem. It wastes plenty of time, and sure makes it tuff to finish when I do have real sex. I just relapsed after 114 days. I wasted at least 6 hours in the past 2 days and quite a few hours of sleep.
     
  8. Koloz

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    you'll make it brah
     
  9. I thought I had it bad but I can't get to 3 months so I'm not one to talk. You can do it. We all can!
     
  10. IGY

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    Not ejaculating is neither here nor there, compared to edging on porn for 17 hours! Your streak is at zero, that's the truth.
     
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  11. PIEDSufferer

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    What stands out here is using porn. Because porn is the substance you’re trying to fight off, above all else. Most sex therapists will say masturbating without porn will always be healthier than with porn, if you were to choose the lesser of the two evils. Because porn is the drug that keeps giving. We’re addicted to it because there is novel content at every click. Edging for 17 hours is ridiculously unnatural for your body. But either way, you’re getting that dopamine hit that should naturally be reserved for actual intimacy.

    You can do it man! The one thing I keep in mind is never losing sight of the goal. What’s your goal? Beautiful sex with a beautiful woman? That’s MY goal anyways. Makes my hand seem far less attractive, if you ask me. And here’s the thing: ANY man is capable of being with a beautiful woman. I’ve personally seen it time and time again. Overweight guys, short guys, etc.... Holding the hands of BEAUTIFUL women! What does it take? Being a beautiful man on the INSIDE! A genuine woman will see below the surface, and see what a great guy you are! And here’s the advantage to that: When you find a woman who looks deep, that woman will be among the best you can find! Take it from me. I’ve been (and am currently in) relationships with women that I have SWORN were out of my league. But you know what? I know I’m a great guy, and am proud of it. And if you work on being the best guy you can be, you’ll be proud of it too!
     
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  12. PrinceOtaku

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    Thank you man. You words are really touching. I'm really going through it today so reading this post has really cheered me up.
     
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  13. IGY

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  14. Themadfapper

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    Like everyone else said, "don't edge"! I've been there too, trying to hold it in, lol. I think you ejaculate anyways it just gets blocked up and you end up pissing it out. You don't save anything and you end up having a wankathon.
     
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  15. PIEDSufferer

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    I’m glad it helps! It’s what all of us are here for. Recognizing your problem is a MAJOR accomplishment, which you’ve already succeeded in. The first most critical step in achieving any goal in life is knowing what path to take. Awareness of your physical and mental states helps you carve out your path. Everything that occurs in your life, whether it’s relationships or addictions, is a reflection of some part of your inner self. So if you focus on looking inward, you can have complete control over the things that happen looking outward.
     
  16. the awakening

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    Don’t be too hard on yourself focus on. How to escape your relapse by using blockers or stuff like that iPhone are really great for that.

    Try to avoid triggers. You are not a little b everybody can relate to your story.

    what is important for you now is to focus on Nofap and the rest of your life will follow.
     

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