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I hate my useless life

Discussion in 'Loneliness' started by TheGoodOne, May 29, 2019.

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  1. May 29, 2019 #1
    TheGoodOne

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    Yes, I really hate it. I sometimes thought whether I should end my end my life so I dont have to live on this disgusting world as a disgusting human being anymore. I hate the people around me. I stopped hanging out with my ,ahem, "friends" and I avoid talking to people or being around people. Im just alone reading books all the time. I hate the world, I hate myself,everything. Why was I even born? Just to suffer here. I am too tired to do anything, all my goals, I dont feel like pursuing them anymore. Wots the point if im just suffering all the time anyways. I wanted to be a more social person but then I said " fck that". If someone says a nice thing, I consider that hypocrisy. A girl once told me not long ago that I was a "valuable friend" to her when I had birthday. Yea, fuck you, srsly. Fck this shit called "life".
     
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    Perfectly normal, especially in the West.
    Well done for starting your attempt to improve.
    Read the Success Stories forum..
     
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  3. May 29, 2019 #3
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    What kind of books are you reading?

    Try Johann Hari - Lost Connections, it's not that long and quite an interesting read I think.
     
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  4. May 29, 2019 #4
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    everytime i get a wet dream i want to kill myself. trying to live an asexual life, giving up on girls, becoming a monk only to cum i my sleep and be reminded again that im human and i actually want sex but cant get it
     
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  5. May 29, 2019 #5
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    and how does that comment help the conversation?
     
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  7. May 29, 2019 #7
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    You need to discover about yourself more ,be sure that everyone of us has a special talent ,no other have it except him.I discovered more about myself when I was at your age(17),and knew my special talent
     
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    I have same thoughts everyday.
    Yet at the end of day I realize that life is harsh, rough, difficult, mean but still somehow beautiful.

    Keep going, don't give up ;)
     
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  9. May 30, 2019 #9
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    W
    WATCH THIS VIDEO
     
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  10. May 30, 2019 #10
    TheGoodOne

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    I just like to make shit electronic music, thats it. I dont have any other hobbies. Video games was one but i gave it up.
     
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  11. May 30, 2019 #11
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    Could I hear some of your music?

    I guarantee if you try hard enough, you'll make it to the top. And that applies with everyone!

    WATCH THIS!

     
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  12. May 30, 2019 #12
    TheGoodOne

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    Ok, will try
     
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  13. May 30, 2019 #13
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    You can. But its not like a full song just an edm drop. Its not so unique though, sounds like any other edm song but fck it. Trying to be more unique now, i ll send you a soundcloud link
     
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  16. May 30, 2019 #16
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    ill watch it now
     
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  17. May 30, 2019 #17
    TheGoodOne

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    ty this video helped me. My life sucks and there is a reason for it. I guess i cant just sit here and just complain, i havw to do something,ty
     
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    That was great man, keep writing! I've heard a lot of EDM written by completely tone-deaf people, you actually have a musical ear and can mix. Nice euphoric feeling, don't shit on yourself too hard... You have a solid grasp of the fundamentals of writing GOOD dance music, keep making little projects and eventually you'll have an hour set of originals to play out... It's fun, I haven't done it in years (stopped drinking and taking chemicals, being in clubs etc just ain't fun for me these days...) but yeah, people will dance to it, it's a pretty good feeling :)
     
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  19. May 30, 2019 #19
    TheGoodOne

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    Thanks man! Like really, thank you! I stopped drinking as well. Alcohol is just as bad as PMO. If I would drink a beer I would probaly be even more depressesed. Keep fighting your addiction! There will better days for all of us
     
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    “You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, or even months over-analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've, would've happened... or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on.”

    ― Tupac Shakur
     
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